How

It has been like don't know how long since I last sat down in a empty train. Listening to my music and thinking. Thinking about a lot of things for that short journey.

Sometimes I feel, it is not that I don't want, but it is because I never really fight for it. I always believe that things will happen the way it is meant to happen.

Am I wrong? Tell me I am..

Will this be a vicious cycle?