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How do you actually go about.....
I don't know...
I really don't....
I am confused....
Dilemma actually...
I feel that there might have been more that I could have done...
I know the odds are stacked against me....
But I feel....
Am I trying hard enough?
How much do I really want it?
Is this just a passing thing?

Tell me.....
Someone please tell me......

*Update: Eh, can I please have more? It was really nice.. Really..