(:)

I have been sleeping in and waking up without the alarm from my phone.

Cycling that night I also crash. Into a bus! Haha shag. Long story.

Oh I have gotten all my results back, unofficially. But still. Worst that last term. Considering how bad last term was. 5 modules a term with 3 exams is shag. Shag for a super duper slack person like me. At this rate, I can forget about even a double major, would be lucky to graduate. Haa

Life is never a bed of roses. Hahaa

Rational

I love cycling in the night. So little cars on the road. All so quiet. All so peaceful. So serene. The wind in the face. Very nice to let your mind wander, let your imagination run wild. You will come to realise that the most ideal things don't always happen to you. Life's never perfect anyway.


Though the holidays are finally here, I do feel kinda tired. Mentally. Sometimes I wonder why we humans cannot hibernate. Say take 1 month off, just sleep thought that month. Totally relax. Let life pass you. Let all the troubles and worries stay clear, at least for that month.


All these time I felt like, rather I always wanted to pursue this/these dream/dreams. But some how, some where, some what, I know I never always put in my best efforts. Certain issues also come up at the worst possible timings. All these, I tried, I really tried, I want to think that I've tried. But of course there is always that biggest of all barriers, yourself. There is so much that I want, but only so much I can do, rather willing to do.

I know.


The human mind is indeed the most amazing. Gosh I just hate myself for being so rational sometimes.

It is really difficult to put some things into word.

Would things have been different then?




Happy Birthday Grandma... :)

Alrighty.

Seeing it, I finally understand the feeling. I will never forget the scene.

That moment, instantly I knew. I knew why it was like that.

I hold no regrets. Just that it wasn't my time. It never was.

Oh wells.


The sunset made everything seem so beautiful. Even when it wasn't what I wanted it to be.
Now to face the cruel night alone.

Bye peeps.

It is Sat

Once a upon a time, there live a boy named....

Shit i cannot do this... This is really random i know.

Perhaps now with tons of time on hand, i shld start writing my diary. Hmmm........

Strike 3!!

Strike 3 and you are out!! Literally..

Micro was worst than Math for Econ. Was the last day of school.

Last day of freshman year. Disaster. Totally. Did I make the correct choice? I begin to wonder. 1 year on.

My best wishes to all you out there who still has to endure papers.

Strike 2

FA today wasn't too bad I hope.

The future is bleak anyway.

It was 1 year ago today. Thanks for the memories.

Strike 1

1 down.

The lady on the train made the otherwise grey and gloomy day seem nicer. :)

Oooo

Did I not tell you it started?

Yups. Started yesterday.

Tuesday now. Less than 72 hrs away.

Endure.

dkdsnbuo

i am how childish to think that i can handle everything?

perhaps i shouldn't have taken this path at all.

all might be different. then again, the other path might be a myopic choice also.

when the going gets tough.. it will only get tougher...

tell me i am not alone..

bleahs..........................

Damnit

When you wake up at 7am on a public holiday.

When you arrive in school that very same holiday at 8.30am.

When you are bored shitless from Micro Econ.

When you are cold and hungry.

I will do these....

You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses. And the key is, you only give kisses to someone incredibly special Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

What's Your Kissing Style?

Your Sensitivity Score: 43%

As far as sensitivity goes, you're a lot more in tune than most people. You can't help but be touched by what's around you - good and bad. But when things do get really bad around you, you are strong enough not to break down.

Are You Extremely Sensitive?

Your Psyche is Blue

You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding

What Color Is Your Psyche?

It is always time like these, that I will begin to wonder. Wonder and ponder.

Anyway.

Dinner time and hitting the books again.. Bleahsss

<>_<>

I saw a lot on the train just now.

I wondered.

Then I realised.

Despite all that I have said.

I really want.

Really.


Hang in there. It will. Eventually. Hopefully.

Bias

I am bias. Yes I am bias.

How

It has been like don't know how long since I last sat down in a empty train. Listening to my music and thinking. Thinking about a lot of things for that short journey.

Sometimes I feel, it is not that I don't want, but it is because I never really fight for it. I always believe that things will happen the way it is meant to happen.

Am I wrong? Tell me I am..

Will this be a vicious cycle?

Sigh

Here I am in school. Still in school. There is absolutely no chance in ^%#$^ that I can finish studying for all my papers. *read: self fulfilling prophecy + last minute studying*

Have you ever find yourself drifting apart from your friends? Friends that once had everything to talk about, but not striving to keep the conversation alive? I don't know how to put it..

Anyway........

Wanted to post yesterday liao.

The article about the passing of the girl in school somehow touched my heart. Though I don't know her, it made me realised how fragile life is. How you should not take many things in life for granted. But still many a time, we do. We really do. Until always we realise it is too late.

Words of consolation will never ever be enough for anything.

May she find peace.

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I gotta share this with you peeps.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/sex/add_user.shtml?users=1

Not only for us.

I saw this article on Funkygrad.

http://www.funkygrad.com/think/displayarticle.php?artID=906&subcat=relationships

Not only for the guys I think. It can work the other way round also. :)

Nites all..