Hello world. I woke up reluctantly.

And I am going back now. Zzzz. Zzzz..........

Urgh.

It went so fast that it took me by surprise.
But its ok now.
Hmm.

Wow. Where was January?

It didn't occur to me until I saw the date, and as I read through the pages.

Still there, ain't disappearing.
I'm living with it.

Every now and then I will know something so random that I surprise even myself.

Either way, it probably accounted for nothing.
Words, words, words.
It was a rush.
At least it is over now.

Hello, will you be my friend?

I am baffled by why there is always this wet patch just beneath the urinals in the gents.

I can think of two.

One of which is that men have this alternate opening below somewhere which I don't know of (!!!).

Another is because we are afraid the urinal that we happily dump our waste into will one day become so angsty from its boring job that it decided to chomp down on our tool instead, so we are just being careful here and keeping our distance.

And I never understood the image of a fly in the urinal that supposedly help men to aim their pee. Like seriously wtf? It is a damn urinal, not a toilet bowl, what, you want to paint a mural with your pee? Unless perhaps your tool is a master contortionist itself and the only way you can pee is on you, then probably you will need some help there.

Okay, enough toilet talk.

Need sleep?
Little sleep?
Disrupted sleep?
Cannot sleep?

Where do you fit in?

The biggest irony is how little we know.

Hi, and good night again.

Watching good old Speed on tv.

The hot afternoon was perfect for a swim after I came back.
Not any darker though.

Today, I struggled to remember.

I am craving for congee.
Century egg and lean meat.
Some things we never get sick of.
Right?
Simple goodies.
Missing them.

It's been a long Sunday. Time for a rest.

Belated birthday dinner for our dear friend Dhanes.

Hatched is an egg place. Small little quaint place. Nice atmosphere.

Eggy muffin with no egg?

Note to self, hair is getting long and messy.

After it is some drinks and a little more food at Holland V.

There is a certain peace in late night grocery shopping.
Almost therapeutic. Lol.
And you get to see other sleepless people.

Waking up on the wrong side of bed. Literally. I found my leg at my head.
Curled up with my head almost detached from my neck. Hanging loose over edge.
Not to mention a shit start to the day.

The durian made up for it though.

Could have been better. Better.

3 consecutive nights of different dreams but with the same theme? Hmm.
Buying books and meeting random people at the bookshop today.
Carole Lin is rather pleasant, tall, skinny, typical tv person.
Heart palpitations? Hmm.

I am hungry and miserable now.
I am going to sleep it away.
Good luck to me.

One day later, this is what he said.

On a day where I hated everything that came my way, I found time to be alone and being lost.

Paradoxical sleep.

Sold pizza to buy chocolate?
Only Kraft.
At least the old man didn't say anything about it, yet. Lol.

One step ahead, two paces behind. Seems like it all the time.

Not bad. Still going on strong.

11 and counting, only with 3.

Curse of the five.

The thing I recall before coming back to reality was that of what I wanted for Christmas. I never addressed that. Because it seemed like just another wish of sorts. It will just turn out disappointing. Haha. So what was the point? Weird anyway.

And sometimes we have to get a little lost to find our way around.

Good morning world. Rise and shine.

Wo yao. *cue Top Gun music*



Lol.

Darth Vader,"If you only knew the power of the dark side. Obi-Wan never told you what happened to your father?"

Luke,"He told me enough. He told me you killed him!"

Darth Vader,"No, I am your father!"

Luke,"No.. No.. It is not true, that's impossible!!"

Another Star Wars night tonight. Lol. Last part of the saga in 5 minutes time.

5+ seems to be the magical hour where weird things happen to me. Hmm.

Obviously I meant the predawn hour, and not later.

About a boy.

Who woke up early and went to Body Worlds & The Cycle of Life. Learn that the urge to reproduce is one of our strongest instincts. And muscles and arteries and veins and nerves and all that we can find in us. The familiar scene from a couple of years back, and the new stuff that are here this time round. And a group of foreign students.

And the centre next door had me grinning like the kid that I had almost forgotten. Especially seeing those school kids having their lessons, nets in hand for catching specimens, rofl. And the 3.5 million volt of plasma. Unleashed the geek in everyone of us.

It was back to work after that.

Fun nonetheless.

A grey day, a cooling day. Perfect for lazing it away, which I didn't disappoint. Call it recovery from the sudden fever that I had @ 5am.

One month to the lunar new year. So fast.

This little part of me never fails to wish for the stoppage of time at some junctions in life.
Foolish. But I continue to do so.
Yes, we all do.

Suddenly, I crave sourdough bread. ><

And I have this crazy thought of heading out for a run right now, at 0521.
For old time's sake.

However, the bed wins hands down at this moment.

Sleep, dream, sleep, dream, sleep, dreams. Heart.
It's been quite a while.

Oh. I think this is nice to have.



Always the real thing.

O oh.
Waking up shortly after you have gone to bed is never a good thing.
Urgh. It is taking an eternity to boil the water.
Lalala.
With some reinforcements.
It better work, fast.
I want to wake up fine.
Hate.

Pasta on Monday, satay + wings for supper tonight. That is enough food for this week. Full, and tired.

Back to basics.

Roflmao. According to the source, it is real. Do listen. It is zomg.




What can I say.

In this instance where intelligence failed, it is continuing to entertain me.
Ain't telling. :)

Imagine too much heat, the cooling fails, and this explodes while you are at it. It probably won't, but lmao.

Running with Gaga.

I get that a lot

Eh embedding is disabled, so the complete version is here,

Niceeeee clip!!!
I like her. I'm biased. I know. :P:P

The takeaway for today, JW told me this, "Sometimes I feel that I know you, yet I don't."

What a long day.

Ain't helping.

I cannot sleep.
One of those nights.
It is going to be a long day.
Please be kind to me.
Amplified. Everything.
The 626 bhp blunderbuss.

Visiting. Driving people to Expo for shopping, familiar food at Changi Village, sunset by the sea, walking across the bridge, nap, weird dream about a random older woman, lol, yes again. Waking up, the love of running late in the night.

And suddenly I realised my weekend is over.

One of the reasons why he is Michael Jackson.

A New Hope

The domestic side of me that loves grocery shopping. Rofl. Every week.

And nothing but the original.
Loud explosions in deep space.
Flickering lightsabers.
Blaster laser.
Young Solo.
Outrageous buns for hair.
Luke.
Old Ben.
I heart.

Whoops. Back to it soon, "If you strike me down, I shall become more powerful than you can ever imagine."

And may the Force be with you.

It wasn't early just now, but it is not the best way to start the Sat. A rude awakening, again. How would you like it if it was you? Disturbed sleep, again.

Like seriously, stupid. Hate starting the day wrongly. Especially this way.

The yellowed paper; the lines on the spine; the scent of age as I turned the pages.
A whole different mood going thought the read again.
Deeper and probably more connected and intrigued at the same time?
Doesn't feel like I have gotten it.
I want to read it again, soon.
Well, I guess he made the book that way.
Addictive.

The feeling of running @ 0530, but @ 2330. Lol. Quite relaxing. Air is nice. No cars. Just a very slack boy. Oh, and that interesting lady along the way.

The familiar aches. Not from the sleep, but from the past few days. Feels good to be honest. Feels alive.

Familiar place, but unfamiliar faces.

Back to reading the quiet night away. Oh, and how can I forget the favourite silver aluminium can.

Woke up all over the shop, result is aching all over. Urgh.

I thought of getting one. BUT, my second toe is proving to be quite a problem. Rofl.

Was thinking about adding this in somewhere, but I am making it a post. I was irritated.

Almost forgot about this. Took place a couple of days ago. Got reminded of this somehow.

A smile would be nice. Seriously. No one owes you anything woman, don't give me the look that you all deserve it. Yes you were probably more concerned with your overflowing tray than me, benefit of the doubt there. But Singaporeans, basic courtesy, lacking a lot, ungracious lot as well. I am probably guilty as charged too. I should have let the door slammed into her, at least then I can watch fries fly and maybe a coke shower or waterfall. Rofl.

There you have it. Irritating people at every corner of life.

Wish you were in it? I think I did. Haha.



Did you get the gist of it? :P

My card expired. The magical 3 letter word expired too. They don't let me renew just yet. It's been a long time since I took a break. Lol.

I went running, cleared my stuff, 2 bags full to throw.

Reading, quiet.


Easy come, easy go?
Anything but easy, actually.

Even chance meetings are the result of karma.
Silence, I discover, is something that you can actually hear.

Back to basics.
And a couple of writings here and there.

Rofl. Some warlocks and witches' game.

The nicest description of WoW in a long time.

Never, is an awfully long time.

I couldn't sleep, yet. A little hungry. And this song crept in. Oldie. As usual. Cover though.



Loving the new body pillow. Should have gotten it months back.

I cannot stop laughing.



Haha.

600 and 2010.

I recovered well enough to spend the night out, counting down indirectly, listening to the horns of the ships in the harbour, and catching a movie. The long wait on hold for a cab home. Well, I did get back eventually. Lol.

My 2009 in a flash.

Jan. Spent seeing people flying off.

Feb. CNY early in the month, the world is flat, finally. Sinema. "The possibility that a conversation can change everything and that sometimes in life, all we have to do is talk. "

Mar. Messy, forgettable, childish, "前世五百次回眸,才换得今生擦肩而过." I bought red, read my life away. Lost in books.

Apr. Cynic. Talking to people. Cut and closed. In one big fat circle. Mak's wedding was the saving grace.

May. Realising there are stupid people around me, or maybe it was just me. Google found me. The granny issue. Getting used to shit. Angels and Demons. How often do we see it as a privilege and not an entitlement?

Jun. Someone told me I was unforgiving. I think I have low eq. Haha. Transformers 2.

Jul. I made peace. In camp training. DSLR. Blogger's interface problem. Hong Kong. 24.

Aug. Leonardo Da Vinci @ Science Centre. Sleep and dreams.

Sep. Mid autumn festival with no mooncakes. Burnt and Chomp Chomp. :)

Oct. Was awesome. If Vogue was a religion, Anna is the Pope. Sucidal music and lonely people. "Are you gay?" She. :))

Nov. Blackberry. Runs. Red skies at night. Dinosaur dream. Runs. It is still Always. Always.

Dec. The Lost Symbol, is money lost. Lights in town. 6th anniversay to PTP. Festive season. Snail mails. Dreaming about Coney Island. Sick and terrible on the second last day, miserable. Unexpected outing, indirect countdown, nice company, saving grace to the end the year. :)

I guess that is all?
The end of 2009.
If 2009 wasn't kind to you, at least it is over now.
Here's to a great 2010 all.

Always.